Fate Made Her Call

[Pandie]

The moment I saw you again
I knew that it would hurt
So I burried my emotions
Behind a mask like dirt.

But all you did was smile
And my heart began to soar
After all our time apart
I needed you once more.

I watched the girls around you
As they withered at your charm
Remembering what it was like
To be the one in your arms.

It was completely in fates hands
That I saw you the next night
You refused to glance my way
Something wasn't right.

So I smiled and pretended
That I didn't see you there
You didn't seem to notice
Or you didn't seem to care.

But that night online
You saw a part of me
And I hoped that you had realized
That we were meant to be.

So I took another risk
And opened up my heart
I didn't care about the pain
I'd feel when we're apart.

Somewhere deep inside me
I refused to believe it true
That distance alone couldn't crush
The feelings I held for you.

But when it came time to leave
I realized that I'd lost
How lucky fate must be
To decide I wasn't worth the cost.

I try to understand
That fate makes the final call
Between the couples that make it
And those that crash and fall.

As hard as I attempt to
I simply cannot see
How fate just up and decided
That you wasn't meant for me.

So forget about fates hand
For I don't think she can see
That only I can justify
Who's worth the love from me.

I may not be around
But I continue to hold on
To the dream of the two of us
Until it's too far gone...