Crystal Clear Departure

[Pandie]

I thought that I was happy
Laying in your arms
Believeing everything you said
Was from truth and not your charm.

I managed to convince myself
You'd see me for who I am
The girl that's deep inside of me
but you were too quick to condemn.

Each time you made an error
Or stated something that wasn't true
I always found it in my heart
To try and forgive you.

It didn't matter if it made me cry
I'd learn to see it through
Giving you another go
For that is what love makes us do.

I always gave you another shot
No matter what you did
You couldn't even grant me
A second chance, heaven forbid.

With you it was a different story
You never could forget
The couple times I made mistakes
To quick to make me regret.

That should have tipped me off
That my feelings weren't returned
I always tried my very best
And you, always unconcerned.

It seemed to take forever
For my heart to resign
And finally I realized
You were never really mine.

So do I cry now that your gone?
Do I wish for one more day?
My heart stopped longing for your love
The night you threw mine all away.

My dreams no longer consist of you
My heart's no longer sad
Crystal clear's my final words
"You can't loose what you never had."