Post by Pandie on Jul 15, 2010 18:52:15 GMT -5
I remember the days of kissing you
OF your body close to mine
All the things I felt for you
I thought surely were a sign.
A statement we were meant to be
Forever just you and I
But then somewhere out of the blue
You just wanted to say goodbye.
I really thought we were in love
And that's the way it'd always be
But with your words you broke that dream
When you said you were sick of me.
You went on to say you wanted to leave
That I should find someone new
I did my best to keep the pain in
Boy, if you only knew.
You made it clear I wasn't enough
To keep you satisfied
And even went so far to say
I was a waste of a good ride.
You didn't even hesitate
To think what your words would do
Probably thinking I would forget
And still want to prove my love to you.
But I've been pushing aside the insults
For the full nine months we used
This time I couldn't put up a fight
My heart, by now, was too bruised.
So I simply pretended it didn't hurt
And told you fine then, you are free
You must not have been looking too hard
For you didn't even see the real me.
The me under the mask was crying
And asking what I had done wrong
To every time I upset you
A little peice of my heart would be gone.
The me you didn't care to love
The me you thought you'd play
The me who gave you everything
And the me who couldn't make you stay.
Just because you couldn't see
The tough front infront of me
Didn't mean that I could go on
Thinking we were meant to be.
So I finally decided
To give you your one last request
And packed my thing's, taking off
Secretly wishing you the best.
I couldn't even look at you
Knowing it would be the last
The presence made it hard for me
To put you in the past.
Our memories keep me happy
But our breakup causes pain
For all the times we spent together
It feels now you played me like a game.
And though I had to leave behind
The home you kept me above
The broken peices of my heart
Will remind me what it was like to be in love.
There will be days you'll cross my mind
And I'll wonder how you are
If you found somebody new
And if you're life's going far.
But I know giving it time
And those days will drift away
Until the time my mind forgets
You for the rest of every day.
And you, on the other hand
Will one day think of me
And perhaps you'll finally realize
That we were meant to be.
You'll wonder how I'm doing
And if your love, I've rid
Then you'll understand
No one will love you like I did...
OF your body close to mine
All the things I felt for you
I thought surely were a sign.
A statement we were meant to be
Forever just you and I
But then somewhere out of the blue
You just wanted to say goodbye.
I really thought we were in love
And that's the way it'd always be
But with your words you broke that dream
When you said you were sick of me.
You went on to say you wanted to leave
That I should find someone new
I did my best to keep the pain in
Boy, if you only knew.
You made it clear I wasn't enough
To keep you satisfied
And even went so far to say
I was a waste of a good ride.
You didn't even hesitate
To think what your words would do
Probably thinking I would forget
And still want to prove my love to you.
But I've been pushing aside the insults
For the full nine months we used
This time I couldn't put up a fight
My heart, by now, was too bruised.
So I simply pretended it didn't hurt
And told you fine then, you are free
You must not have been looking too hard
For you didn't even see the real me.
The me under the mask was crying
And asking what I had done wrong
To every time I upset you
A little peice of my heart would be gone.
The me you didn't care to love
The me you thought you'd play
The me who gave you everything
And the me who couldn't make you stay.
Just because you couldn't see
The tough front infront of me
Didn't mean that I could go on
Thinking we were meant to be.
So I finally decided
To give you your one last request
And packed my thing's, taking off
Secretly wishing you the best.
I couldn't even look at you
Knowing it would be the last
The presence made it hard for me
To put you in the past.
Our memories keep me happy
But our breakup causes pain
For all the times we spent together
It feels now you played me like a game.
And though I had to leave behind
The home you kept me above
The broken peices of my heart
Will remind me what it was like to be in love.
There will be days you'll cross my mind
And I'll wonder how you are
If you found somebody new
And if you're life's going far.
But I know giving it time
And those days will drift away
Until the time my mind forgets
You for the rest of every day.
And you, on the other hand
Will one day think of me
And perhaps you'll finally realize
That we were meant to be.
You'll wonder how I'm doing
And if your love, I've rid
Then you'll understand
No one will love you like I did...
