Silenced By Reality

[Pandie]

I'm beginning to have my doubts
If I can take any more
I've been holding my breath for a dream
That's never going to soar.

Keep on teling myself we're friends
And that friends is ever all we will be
Bit it's funny how the toughest front
Can fool everyone but me.

I'm gonna keep on smiling
And let the bad times roll
I'll continue avoiding your eyes
So you won't see my soul.

We don't look good together
I'm not your style, right?
But how can you know for certain
If you'd give me a try, I just might.

With me, you've laughed and cried
Shared your fears, your goals and dreams
Why is it you can't comprehend
I'm more your type then it seems.

I'd lever lie or betray you
I'd never push you away
And when you need some time apart
I'll refrain from begging you to stay.

I'd always try to make you laugh
And treat you as any girl should
Every desire that you long to fulfill
I'd grant it, if only I could.

Just close your eye's for a moment
And picture me standing there
If it doesn't even seem bearable
I'll just be someone less to care.

Don't worry, I'm not changing
These thought's are only mine
A glimps of the girl in the shadows
Waiting for her chance to shine.

So go and search the world for
The girl that makes your heart go soft
And perhaps some day you'll reflect back on
The one that you wrote off.

Perhaps then you will realize
It's not that we wouldn't last
That connection that you say we lack
Hasn't helped much in the past.

Just know in my opinion
And you know I tell it true
No matter what girl's you choose to date
They'll never be good enough for you.

Don't underestimate the heart, my friend
When wrong, it doesn't know
Trust me, I found this out
When mine gave up and let you go.

Forever I shall be your friend
If that's all I'm meant to be
The girl that one dreamed of love
And was silenced by reality...