Post by Pandie on Jul 15, 2010 18:56:01 GMT -5
You finally came back
After months gone away
And I reminded myself
That you weren't here to stay.
For it's always the same
A few days non-stop
Then disappear again
All conversations drop.
And I'm left sitting here
Waiting it out for you
Even though deep inside
I guess I always knew.
You were gone once again
No intenton to come back
I never claimed that patience
Was something that I lack.
When after a few days
And just as much sleep
I'd finally give up
Alone, I then would weep.
And promise myself once more
That next time you arrive
I wouldn't let you make me feel
So very much alive.
I'd be calm and collected
And keep my feelings out
So that I wouldn't be left behind
Wondering in doubt.
OF course, that never works
For each time you appear
I fall back into old patterns
No worry about later's shed tear.
It doesnt matter how much it hurts
When once again you leave
For every moment spent with you
Is worth the pain, I believe.
Every smile, and every word
That you type and send my way
Makes me smile, and easily
Brightens every day.
So next time that you leave
Try and think it through
Then maybe you will realize
That I'm left missing you.
And maybe you will understand
While you're going about your life
That doesn't mean I too move on
But sit here bathed in strife.
Go on and disappear again
But hurry back to me
For its only when you're here online
Am I ever truely free.
After months gone away
And I reminded myself
That you weren't here to stay.
For it's always the same
A few days non-stop
Then disappear again
All conversations drop.
And I'm left sitting here
Waiting it out for you
Even though deep inside
I guess I always knew.
You were gone once again
No intenton to come back
I never claimed that patience
Was something that I lack.
When after a few days
And just as much sleep
I'd finally give up
Alone, I then would weep.
And promise myself once more
That next time you arrive
I wouldn't let you make me feel
So very much alive.
I'd be calm and collected
And keep my feelings out
So that I wouldn't be left behind
Wondering in doubt.
OF course, that never works
For each time you appear
I fall back into old patterns
No worry about later's shed tear.
It doesnt matter how much it hurts
When once again you leave
For every moment spent with you
Is worth the pain, I believe.
Every smile, and every word
That you type and send my way
Makes me smile, and easily
Brightens every day.
So next time that you leave
Try and think it through
Then maybe you will realize
That I'm left missing you.
And maybe you will understand
While you're going about your life
That doesn't mean I too move on
But sit here bathed in strife.
Go on and disappear again
But hurry back to me
For its only when you're here online
Am I ever truely free.
