Post by Pandie on Jul 15, 2010 19:00:30 GMT -5
Something's missing in my life
I'm not sure what it is
Every day is filled with guilt
And now I'm feeling his.
Each morning that I rise from bed
I feel an empty gap
Like I'm travelling down unknown roads
And forgot to bring a map.
Before I even tug on some clothes
I read about my life
And every morning I'm reminded
Of how much life is strife.
As I force myself to eat
Something that is good
My memories keep telling me
That nothing's as it should.
I long to just crawl back in bed
To cease to live today
But deep inside a little voice
Demands to have it's say.
'You lost meaning so long ago
When you let him go
And every day you long for him
So go and let him know.'
I convince myself it's wrong
As I struggle through the day
That the past is to be left alone
And there's nothing left to say.
But when I arrive home from work
And read about his pain
It's right at that moment in time
That my eyes are filled with rain.
Every night I post about
The happenings around
And the biggest of emotions
Never make a sound.
Perhaps one day I'll understand
What it means to move on
And the sun may shine some light on
The fact our loves forever gone.
And when I crawl back into bed
To escape misery
My dreams are filled with distant thoughts
Of how our lives could be.
Then every morning I awake
To start the day anew
I thank God for my stubborness
For that's what pulls me through.
But if someone were to ask
The one thing I regret
I'd have to say every day
Before the time we met.
Don't ever try to be like me
You'll be d**ned to always cry
And if you find that one true love
Embrace your wings and fly.
Hold fast to every moment
And never doubt their love
But most of all take time each day
To thank the one above.
The world is full of pain endowned
To test you through and through
But even the strongest of men
Couldn't carry his guilt too...
I'm not sure what it is
Every day is filled with guilt
And now I'm feeling his.
Each morning that I rise from bed
I feel an empty gap
Like I'm travelling down unknown roads
And forgot to bring a map.
Before I even tug on some clothes
I read about my life
And every morning I'm reminded
Of how much life is strife.
As I force myself to eat
Something that is good
My memories keep telling me
That nothing's as it should.
I long to just crawl back in bed
To cease to live today
But deep inside a little voice
Demands to have it's say.
'You lost meaning so long ago
When you let him go
And every day you long for him
So go and let him know.'
I convince myself it's wrong
As I struggle through the day
That the past is to be left alone
And there's nothing left to say.
But when I arrive home from work
And read about his pain
It's right at that moment in time
That my eyes are filled with rain.
Every night I post about
The happenings around
And the biggest of emotions
Never make a sound.
Perhaps one day I'll understand
What it means to move on
And the sun may shine some light on
The fact our loves forever gone.
And when I crawl back into bed
To escape misery
My dreams are filled with distant thoughts
Of how our lives could be.
Then every morning I awake
To start the day anew
I thank God for my stubborness
For that's what pulls me through.
But if someone were to ask
The one thing I regret
I'd have to say every day
Before the time we met.
Don't ever try to be like me
You'll be d**ned to always cry
And if you find that one true love
Embrace your wings and fly.
Hold fast to every moment
And never doubt their love
But most of all take time each day
To thank the one above.
The world is full of pain endowned
To test you through and through
But even the strongest of men
Couldn't carry his guilt too...
