Thing's I Wanna Do

[Pandie]

Sometimes the world seems so cruel
sometimes it seems unreal
And when I think of how it treats us
Im scared at how I feel.

I want to be one of those people
Who always know what to say
Im not looking to be your hero
But I wont be the one to turn away.

Life has the bad habit
of getting out of hand
the pain that enflects us
is such a demand.

I want to be someone who loves
Everyone, good or bad
I want to be the friend you go to
When you're happy, hurt, or completely sad.

Im only a teen, a human being
With turmoil and with pain
But with the thought of helping someone else
I manage to stay sane.

I want to save the world
One soul at a time
But in order to do that
I have to start with mine.

Im far from perfect
And so close to depressed
My life has lost all meaning
and with it lost all rest.

I want to live for many years
Just to save one soul
But yet I dont want to live one day
To chance being hurt once more.

Sometimes my dreams seem so close
then life smacks me on I disagree
I think about the good I can do
As I grip my sreaded glass.

I want to lend a hand
For all those in need
But I know before I do that
my heart needs to bleed.

If only evil was
a non-existance race
Perhaps I'd over-come the bad
and leave some good in its place.

Everyone needs a hero
and thats just what I wanted to be
now only if someone else shared the dream
Perhaps they could have rescued me....