Post by Pandie on Jul 15, 2010 19:18:42 GMT -5
So I cannot see
What's ahead of me
But look at my past
How much worse can it be?
A heart of stone
Shattered at your touch
And now that it's gone
I find I miss it so much.
A small sharp tool
Carves upon my arm
And the ingraved word 'Alone'
Will forever be my charm.
I fall deeper into pain
As a fallen angel would
I watch the world move on
And I dont think that I could.
His arms, they sneak around me
Turn my back on what could be
So lost and so confused
If only you could see.
The night may come and go
But darkness is always there
They can judge me all they want
I simply do not care.
My suffering and I
We make the perfect team
She always takes control of me
Though that's not how it would seem.
At the end of every bottle
At the tip of every knife
Shines the briefest moment
Of a life free from strife.
But then she comes back out to play
And my emotions go awol
The walls I build crumble down
At the first sign of her call.
Depression starts to sing in
As she plays her ruthless game
Each step she takes to win
Beings driving me insane.
She knows my biggest weakness
And she plays me like a fool
But each time that Im crying
Her hand provides my tool.
But for what it's worth
I know her weakness too
And the only time she goes away
Is when I'm here with you.
She's the biggest part of me
Who forgave me when I lied
And its comforting to know
That she'll never leave my side.
So perhaps next time I'm down
I'll show her that I care
By ingraving her name upon my flesh
After all, we make the perfect pair...
What's ahead of me
But look at my past
How much worse can it be?
A heart of stone
Shattered at your touch
And now that it's gone
I find I miss it so much.
A small sharp tool
Carves upon my arm
And the ingraved word 'Alone'
Will forever be my charm.
I fall deeper into pain
As a fallen angel would
I watch the world move on
And I dont think that I could.
His arms, they sneak around me
Turn my back on what could be
So lost and so confused
If only you could see.
The night may come and go
But darkness is always there
They can judge me all they want
I simply do not care.
My suffering and I
We make the perfect team
She always takes control of me
Though that's not how it would seem.
At the end of every bottle
At the tip of every knife
Shines the briefest moment
Of a life free from strife.
But then she comes back out to play
And my emotions go awol
The walls I build crumble down
At the first sign of her call.
Depression starts to sing in
As she plays her ruthless game
Each step she takes to win
Beings driving me insane.
She knows my biggest weakness
And she plays me like a fool
But each time that Im crying
Her hand provides my tool.
But for what it's worth
I know her weakness too
And the only time she goes away
Is when I'm here with you.
She's the biggest part of me
Who forgave me when I lied
And its comforting to know
That she'll never leave my side.
So perhaps next time I'm down
I'll show her that I care
By ingraving her name upon my flesh
After all, we make the perfect pair...
