Pointless War

[Pandie]

If the darkness was my comfort
I'd be feeling right at home
I'd wake myself each morning
Excited to walk the day alone.

If the shadows were my best friends
I'd say I have it made
Perhaps then I would shine
And not be so afraid.

If my nightmares were my dreams
I'd gladly sleep at night
I'd never fear of waking
In an uneasy stage of fright.

If my tears were secret treasures
And not results of pain
I'd steadedly walk on
Through both sunshine and the rain.

But the darkness is my enemy
And the shadows, my fears
My nightmares are but reality
And my pain reflects in tears.

I packed away my happiness
In the back closet shelf
For with each mistake I make
The blame is on myself...